2015
07.28

Written as a series of around ten short one page poems I wrote one night many years ago when I was feeling quite angry and bitter and upset indeed.

There should not be any triggery stuff in this one, but… use caution: it is still not a nice one.

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2015
07.28

Written as a series of around ten short one page poems I wrote one night many years ago when I was feeling quite angry and bitter and upset indeed.

Trigger warnings: much violence, blood.

Read More >>

2015
07.28

Written as a series of around ten short one page poems I wrote one night many years ago when I was feeling quite angry and bitter and upset indeed.

one day I will go to a place where I cannot be found
and I will tell no one whither I am bound
for my words to live I have to give them of my own life
and one day I will fade
my words the only things
which remains
and it will not be enough

one day I will go to a place where no one can find me
where no friendships or duties can continue to bind me
where I can once again be free
to just be me
and me alone;
everything else will be gone
and I will leave my friends with this and only this:
words and stories
shards and fragments
of what I was
that can live on without me

and it will not be enough

2015
07.16

To Know The Rain

i want to throw my head back and scream
“nothing matters but the rain!”

i want to whisper back to the sound
“i love you – i love you, rain”

sounds of remembrance, sounds forgotten
the sound of thunder, the sound of rain

the darkness who has always been the same
the only one who can outlive the rain

the thunder who was before fire was
the thunder who is always chasing the rain

i want to walk into the world reborn
the world and my spirit washed by the rain

i want to pray with the sound of the water
for a new beginning all shrouded in rain

i want to read the old secret languages
the streams on the window and sand by the rain

i want to share this with you; the smell
and the taste and the caress of the rain

i want to take your hand, lead you into the dark
i want you to know the rain

i want you to know the rain
my heart was drowned in a torrent of rain

i want you to know the rain
because nothing matters but the rain